Eyes up to watch the sky,
letting the vastness of the deep dark night with millions of small flashing dots of a moonless night comfort me.
Facing this immense mysterious space above, around and beneath me,
I can, even if only intuitively with my heart, comprehend that the mystery that governs everything can, if I allow it, show me that even my biggest fears and sufferings is, in reality, small and limited in time and depth.
Browsing, I found the perfect words to describe this feeling:
“He was there alone with himself, collected, tranquil, adoring, comparing the serenity of his heart with the serenity of the skies, moved in the darkness by the visible splendors of the constellations, and the invisible splendor of God, opening his soul to the thoughts which fall from the Unknown. In such moments, offering up his heart at the hour when the flowers of night inhale their perfume, lighted like a lamp in the center of the starry night, expanding his soul in ecstasy in the midst of the universal radiance of creation, he could not himself perhaps have told what was passing in his own mind; he felt something depart from him, and something descend upon him, mysterious interchanges of the depths of the soul with the depths of the universe.”
― Victor Hugo, Les Misérables
Intention and Attention.
Clarity and Simplicity.
Honesty and Compassion.
Isolation and Integration.
Concentration and expansion.
Being present, here, in the body, in the mind and in the heart of life creating now the future choices.
Mindfully choosing to act with the clarity and confidence of honest and true intention.
Simplifying the surrounding, removing unnecessary shining distractions, reducing and choosing what to take in: which food, which drinks, which news, which information, which emotions, which sounds, which truth…
This is the journey I am choosing, one small change at the time, one commitment at the time. Continuing to bring attention to the deepest and honest intention, I move forward with new aspiration for the future grounded in the present.
Earth, Stones, Star-light, Trees, Water, Flowers, Sky and White spaces among everything.
Learning to discover and appreciate the beauty and magic of Nature around and inside.
Building a path from the inside out and understanding it from the outside in.
Remembering to pause and to breath while continuing to simply live.
Looking at the bared truth and not being scared anymore.
Searching for courage, understanding and connection.
Having nothing and being it everything.
Behind the veil and web of intricate thoughts and stories, I tell myself, lies my deeper truth.
The intricate web of stories and false beliefs I created to protect my deeper vulnerable self from disappointment, shame and ridicule from protective shield became a prison.
If I can go beyond the superficial layers of desires and values that I believe to be mine, can I uncover what really lies at the core of my own life?
The process of uncovering the truth is a life project. It requires courage, patience, dedication and faith to navigate through the moments of weakness and doubts. Piece by piece I reveal the true colours behind so much darkness, I untangle little pieces of deceits and pretence and a different picture starting to appear.
“If I had the power to live the life I wanted to live, well beyond the boundaries of what I know to be realistic, almost like if in a dream where even the most trusted law of physics does not have to count, what life would I create for me? Would I fly without wings? Would I travel the world fearlessly? Would I believe myself as a worthy and lovable person? Would I find happiness in who I am more than in what I do?
Would I fly without wings?
Would I travel the world fearlessly?
Would I believe myself as a worthy and lovable person? Would I find happiness in who I am more than in what I do?
Would I find happiness in who I am more than in what I do?
What life would I live?”